TarynKyle.

19yrold Californian living in Chicago working her ass off & losing her mind.
Macaroons from work :)

Macaroons from work :)

Lunch.. Nom nom

Lunch.. Nom nom

All that’s on my mind
All the fucking time
Is
Do I stay,
Or do I go?

Wanted: Future Teller that comes with a 100% guarantee

I’m stuck between staying in Chicago or moving back home.
The thing is, I’m so incredibly not happy here anymore. Maybe it’s the impossibly cold winter, but I’m choosing to blame it mostly on my relationship & job. I feel like if I stay, I’m dooming myself to this life and am a coward for accepting it.
However, I promised myself I would never move back home. And doing so would make me feel like a failure.
People say in order to be happy you have to be happy with yourself, that it’s not your environment that determines your feelings. I’m not sure if I fully believe them. They also say that happiness doesn’t just come, that you have to work at it all the time. That sounds exhausting.
RAH RAH.